This is real and This is me ♥: 1/1/14

Life Changed

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how about your day? how about my day? there are a lot things change my life in this year...

1. 2014 changes everything.... there's something that really really really fuck thing, comes out of my real life. some facts suprise me, an its such a painful thing! i wish it didn't happen, but it happens......in front of my eyes, in my life, in my family....i hate to know this fuckin things. but thanks God, thanks for letting me know

2. i have a wonderful lesson, Do not trust the people around you with that confidence, even the closest people and people who you love the most. do not ever ever ever ever ever do that. because even the closest people, can hurt you.

3. now.....and its almost 2 weeks. i have to live alone in my wonderful house. i mean .....my mom have to go with my dad, my mom have to accompany my father far far far away from me..and now, when i have a final exams, i have to live alone..........this is so sad, i mean...i don't have someone i can talk with here :(

4. can you imagine, how did you feel when you can sleep around the person that you love the most .....talk with them all night, and then....you can see their smile, you can smell their skin, you can feel they hug and kiss you all over the night, and in the morning, you feel glad because they are the first person you see when you woke up . such a wonderful thing i guess :')

5. i still have my final exams, i still have project with my production house, you can check the blog here - insomniartwork.blogspot.com i have a lot things to do lately. but i love it, i mean ... i don't have to sit down in my bedroom alone and do nothing and feel lonely and then cry a lot and listening to music, feel bored. i don't have to do that! because i have to do a lot of positive things in my wonderful life!

6. i love my life, i have to love my life. and always feel glad about what i have in my wonderful life. that's the point of happiness, right?? always say " Thanks a lot God, i love it, i love everything even the most painful things....i have to face it! "

how about yours? how bout your day? how about your life in 2014? Tell me.....i love to listen and read all your wonderful story. that's the meaning of friend, right? we are friend.....best friend in cyberspace :D

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Cheers to The New Year!

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WELCOME 2014 !!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE !!

and for 2013...thank you so much!

I 've been on the end of your time , finally I could enjoy in 2013 . Thanks for all the sweet and bitter memories in 2013 , God . I learned a lot this year . I can create a learning organization , I could learn to make responsible for something , I could always learn to make split time , I can always appreciate learning for time , I could learn to know which is more important and which ones unimportant , I learned to appreciate my self . Thank you for all that I 've learned , whether it is painful or happy . I learned to understand my own self , learn to know what I wanted , I could be a big girl now , I learned to not crying for all things , I learned to stop caring for the things that I should not care , I learned to know which is good for me and what does not , I also learned to appreciate the decision for someone else , I learned to be grateful.. though sometimes difficult , I learned to understand that everything in this world its not always going according to my plan , I also learned to accept things in this world, one lesson.... that until now I still can't handle it ..... I learned to choose, which one should I choose to live and where are not . I'm still learning for that one, Lord .

Thank you . Thank you so much for all the valuable lessons that I get in 2013 . Thanks for the cries and laughter in this year . Thank you, You have give me the greatest people around me . I became a more mature than I was previously . Thank you , to allowed me feel my 20th this year . Thank you for giving me the experiences of this extraordinary year . Thank you give me Mom and Dad who will always love me all the time . Thank you for giving a long time so I could enjoy the New Year's Eve 2014. Thank God ....Thank you very much .

May all who haven't been good at this year (2013) could turn out to be better in 2014. Hopefully more and more goodness to come. "2013" Thank you so much and Good Bye :)Welcome 2014 ^ ^

What i wear? Top: Viola | Skirt: Viola | Bag: Matahari dept Store | Shoes: Fly

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