Mean

 

for you! yeah for you....someone out there just read this lyric carefully, its for you. i'm not gonna told you eveything because you just have to read this carefully, if you have understand this lyric then you'll understand what i mean :)

" You, with your words like knives and swords and weapons that you use against me You have knocked me off my feet again got me feeling like I’m nothing You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard, calling me out when I’m wounded You, picking on the weaker man Well, you can take me down with just one single blow But you don’t know what you don’t know Someday I’ll be living in a big old city And all you’re ever gonna be is mean Someday I’ll be big enough so you can’t hit me And all you’re ever gonna be is mean Why you gotta be so mean? You, with your switching sides and your walk-by lies and your humiliation You, have pointed out my flaws again as if I don’t already see them I’ll walk with my head down trying to block you out ’cause I’ll never impress you I just wanna feel okay again I’ll bet you got pushed around, somebody made you cold But the cycle ends right now ’cause you can’t lead me down that road And you don’t know what you don’t know "

Mean - Taylor Swift

by the way, all this photo taken a few month ago when i have my holiday time with my family in Malang :) 

Still Into You

" It's not a walk in the park to love each other But when our fingers interlock, Can't deny, can't deny you're worth it 'Cause after all this time, I'm still into you I should be over all the butterflies But I'm into you  And baby even on our worst nights I'm into you  Let 'em wonder how we got this far 'Cause I don't really need to wonder at all Yeah after all this time I'm still into you "

 Still Into You - Paramore 

i'm still into you sweetheart! sometimes i don't know which one is right, between the right thing but its wrong or the wrong thing but its right. the one who'll always right sometimes become the wrong things ever. and the other one who'll always be wrong can be the right things i'll never understand why. have i choose? i don't even know which one is best for me and my life and everything. everyone just want to choose the one who'll always be right on their life. but we can always be right and choose the right things. because things will change. and in this world nothing lasts forever. We can only hope that what we choose will be best for us. what i choose? i hope its the best for me and in fact until now what i choose it was you and baby, even its too hard for me but i'm still into you. Love you like always and forever :) 

 

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White Horse

" And there you are on your knees, begging for forgiveness, begging for meJust like I always wanted but I'm so sorry Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well This is a big world, that was a small town There in my rearview mirror disappearing now And its too late for you and your white horse Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa Try and catch me now Oh, it's too late To catch me now "

White Horse - Taylor Swift

 

 

" photo by Adam Fajari Kusuma "

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The Story Of Us

 I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us, How we met and the sparks flew instantly, People would say, "They're the lucky ones." I used to know my place was a spot next to you, Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat, Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on. Oh, a simple complication Miscommunications lead to fall-out. So many things that I wish you knew, So many walls that I can't break through. Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking, And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah? I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down, And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.
Next chapter.
 

How'd we end up this way? See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy, And you're doing your best to avoid me. I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us, How I was losing my mind when I saw you here, But you held your pride like you should've held me.
  Oh, I'm scared to see the ending, Why are we pretending this is nothing? I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how, I've never heard silence quite this loud. Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking, And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah? I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down, And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

This is looking like a contest, Of who can act like they care less, But I liked it better when you were on my side. The battle's in your hands now, But I would lay my armor down If you said you'd rather love than fight. So many things that you wished I knew, But the story of us might be ending soon. Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking, And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah? I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down, And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now, now, now.
The end. 

The Story Of Us - Taylor Swift  

how are you pretty readers? me? do you wanna know how about me and my story? well, you can listen to those song carefully, read the lyric and you'll know how exactly my feeling :)

Two Arrow Design and Photography

i don't really remember when my friend ask me to be his model, but here some photo taken by Adam Fajari Kusuma :) my friend in college! he took some funny pictures anyway :D oh if you want to see some of his work, you can visit his fanpage Two Arrow Design and Photography

Thanks Adam ! 

 

 

Sketch

 a few days ago, i got this cute sketch from Mualliffachrozi :) 

THANK YOU SO MUCH